Tomorrow, tomorrow is the day when I pick up my first draft again and read it through. Can I read the whole thing through in one sitting? I doubt it. Maybe if I started in the morning... But there's this little thing called a day job... I'll probably end up reading a bit each night for a little while until I comb through the whole thing. I'm anxious and excited. I'm also worried. What if now that it's written and I've stepped away from it, I think it's awful? What if I read it and wonder: what was I thinking? Why am I worrying about it? This week was supposed to give me perspective. Maybe I'm just neurotic. Or crazy. It's okay, we can call it crazy.